fahtinsheckler.

im also active on my blgospot.

http://yousuck-toes.blogspot.com

yknow whaaaaaaaaatt? i think i've changed.

but im not sure for the better or for the worst.

cause some friends say i've changed for the

better but some disagree. i'm confused now.

i think im gonna lay low till im done with my

o' levels. yes, 2 more years. im gonna lay low.

yes, im gonna do that. uhkaaayy, set. and and,

what happened to us? we used to be so tight.

if you dislike my attitude now, well, i apologize.

and, only god knows how much i have missed you.

you're the only person i could rely on. my ups and

downs, everything i would inform you. if you're not

there anymore, who am i gonna rely on next? well,

simple. the answer is no one. except for you. ily.

during girl guide camp. the first night i got truamtized and cried.

i heard a 'mengilai'. whoever tt doenst know whats tt, well, its

like the ponitanak kinda laughter. y'know? hahahah! uhkay.

 

yesterday after the girl guide camp i went home played comp

for awhile and had nap. isa called me, he asked me to join him

watch 2012. so yeaah, woke up. washed up and got ready, when

arrived it was already at the middle of the show. so yeaaah, just watch,

isa, herman, ezza, shamin was there. lots more people laa. but idk who xD.

after tt we walk2 and den eat at mac den went home. they wanted to take bus

171 back yishun -.- . reache home around 11.45pm gtu. den i went to bed.

the end.

i shall brag to you about the perak camp.

 

first day:

woke up at 5.30am got ready and checked if i'd packed everything.

grandpa drove me to mac nearby school, met up with khuza and

shalini. ate breakfast den headed to school. took the bus to custom.

chop chop passport den we made our way to malaysia. had our

2nd breakfast der. den continue our journey to gopeng. ate lunch at

A&W at the highway dere. then continued our trip. reached our

destination around 5.30pm. settled in our campus and it was roughly

around 6pm. had some ice breaking activites and den we proceed to

laughing yoga. the yoga structure tt made us laugh actually. hahah!

we had dinner. and den we were done for the day.slept with khuza,

rathigka, amira and santhia. squeeeeeeeeeeezee~

 

second day:

morning, we bathed and all. made the beds. and we had breakfast.

went back to the dorm after tt and i had a short nap. penat dowhh.

hahahaa. after we were seperated into two groups. we could choose

luhh which group we wanna go with. so me, khuza, santhia, rathigka and

amira were together with the others. we went for caving and flying fox first.

while the other group went for high-rope climbing. the caving was awesome.

it was Gua Kandu. the got the name kandu from this boy who was lost in tat cave.

blablablaaahh. den we went in. it was sooooooooooooooo squezeeyy and dark.

khuza's torchlight tak gune langsongggggg! and my battery went flat xD. hehe!

den we reached to the flying fox destination. it was sooooooooooooooo damn

high luhh. hahah! goosebumbs all over. after all that we climbed up. i tot it was

the end but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. it wasn't. we were at the top

of the cave. whereby its like im in a forest but instead of walking straight i gotta

walk down a very steep ground. it was ultra slippery. i fell everytime i stand. by

the time i reached down, i was filled with mud. hhahaha. walked to the high-rope

place, had lunched and did the high-ropes. the other group went for the caving.

it was ultra scary siaaaaak. after finishing all of those. we went back to out campus.

bathed and had dinner and went to bed.

 

third day:

woke up, bathed and all. ate breakfast and got ready to go for water caving at gua tempurung.

we went into this camp whereby we had to follow the river bank. the water in between your ankle

and your knee. we went underground. some of the cave ceilings went tso low that we

had to crawl to the other side. there was once when everyone was crawling and i

was standing up walking. hahah! i didn't expect to be tt short. hahaha! after the whole

grand tour we went back to out campus. washed up, packed our bags and got ready to go home.

reached school around 10.30pm.  home sweeeeeeeeeet home :D

 

 

 

pssssssst. i shall post the pictures when i get it from khuza.

Syarull says:
u.

Syarull just sent you a nudge.

fahtinsheckler. says:
can i just ignore you? you're so goddamn irritating.

Syarull says:
u i nak no u bole tk..

fahtinsheckler. says:
no. you're weird.

Syarull says:
bole la..nmtit i msg hp u..

fahtinsheckler. says:
bwatt ape? takde pompan lain ke kat dunie niyh?
uhkay uhqq, i want your mum's number. nak bilang dyr yg anak dyr mengatal ngn anak dare org. how? can pe?

Syarull says:
ok la ..tk bole tk pe la..

fahtinsheckler. says:
pandai jgak ape makna tak buleyh, ingatkan tak pandai.

Syarull says:
kepe tk bole ..y
u.

fahtinsheckler. says:
eyh eyh dekni. tak tau malu.
nak number ayee?
yelaa yelaaaa
kesian peyh pasal
[i inserted shamin's number]

Syarull says:
:D  ..
ni no 8245375..boy DD..
82453275

fahtinsheckler. says:
asal number 7 digits jerh?
ohh
okok

Syarull says:
ok sori..kk

fahtinsheckler. says:
nak msg.

Syarull says:
nak la..

fahtinsheckler. says:
i mean kalau nak msg, msg dulu.

Syarull says:
u nak i kol u bole..

fahtinsheckler. says:
msg je. bsok2 bru call

Syarull says:
okok..

 

this is a story about one stupid boy whom idk. kept on pestering me

for my number. i ended up giving shamin's number. MUAHAHAHAH!

mestiluhh with shamin's permission hello. HHAA!

bieee~ imysm laaaa sheeeyaaaaaaaaakk.

hehhehehehe! ily. bila nak webcam lgi? hehe xD

dont think to much abt shafiq getting in the way.

cause i dont care for him as i much as i do for you.

HAHAHAHA! xiakxiak. but i do love you. *winkwink*

dear shamin,

how are you? hope your fine. well, im not fine.

you were there for me for like everytime and i

was too blind to realize that. and i apologize.

you were there for me when i was down and up.

whatever it is, you were there for me. you hear out

my problems and everything. and i want thank you for tt.

i really really really appreaciate it. you accpeted me for

who i am not anyone else. you cared for me alot. and i

do care for you alot. but its just tt im not showing tt to you.

im very worried for you health my dear. cut down on your

smoking if you love me uhkay? smoking doesnt lead to any

benefits in life. its just killing you slowly. dont make me open up

my biology textbook aye. hmmm. just stop smoking. pleaseee.

like you said, you rela me to go with tt shafiq guy but y'know what?

im not ready quite just yet. im not ready to let you go. im not ready

to end our beatiful friendship. it means alot to me. you may not know

that but i really really do treasure those moments. and i really miss you.

you're telling me stuff acting like you're okay but deep down i know your not.

 

PS: you will always be my bieee. and i love you syg.

ystrdy had a last minute planning with fadle.

went out to town at abt 6pm just to chill.

met up with all of his friends and all. i was

the odd one out. i was the only girl. muahaha!

ahbey we walked to raffles place. theywent to

7-eleven and 'rompak'. muahahaha! wtf siaaa.

i stand outside waiting for them mcm bdak bodohh.

haaahaha ;D they 'rompak-ed' lots of vodka and some

beer. hahahaah. after that they sat down. minum2 and all.

but i didn't drin luhh. STRAIGHT EDGE DOWWWHHH!~

hahahaha ;D ahbey, around 10pm i went home uhqq. fadle

sent me to the mrt station.

 

psssstt. mafia minum orange juice. muahahah! {inside joke}

psssssssstt. HABIBI. {inside joke}

lemme tell you abt ystrdy, went out with khuza and amira.

was planning for the girl guides camp skali. hehhh.

we went out and bought the 7.15pm movie ticket to

My Sister's Keeper. i wanted to buy tt book at first but

khuze told me to buy change of hearts dulu cause

since we're gonna watch the movie later on. muahahah!

dumbtaaaaaaaaaaart. i cant believe i cried siaaa watching tt movie!

nahhbeyyyy~ all thanks to khuzaimahh. i was already holding back

my tears ahbey i saw khuza crying so i couldnt take it and ONE only one

teardrop fell uhkaaaaayy? hahhhaaah ;D lazy to elaborate the rest of the

day. and fellow lovelings, i've got camp from 12 to 14 november at perak.

and on 16 to 18 november i've got another camp in schoooooooool. gonna

miss, shamin, elly, fiqah, dylaa, shafiq, maryam, yanabarneeeeeyy, ikadora.

not gonna miss amira cause she'll be there with me! hehehehe xD

oh my, its been so longggggg hasn't it?

ahahahaha ;D im sorrry. anw, life's been ...

idk how lifes been this days. muahahhaah!

im sooooo like moodless the few days. hmm.

anw, i've been contacting this new guy laaa kannn?

muahahahaha. but shamin, dont you ever think i

have forgotten you uhkay? you will always be my biee.

hehehee. ily siaa b. muahahaha! imysm. anwwwww,

tt new guy ask for a serious relationship with him. but

shamin was all i have been thinking abt luhh. if im with him,

what would happen to shamin. betul takkk? haiyoyoooo.

i dont wanna hurt anyoneeeee. advice anyone?

im very delighted when fabian told me that

my written english was absolutely fantastic.

but yet im still devastated. god, how i wished

i mean i really wished i didn't give a fcuking

bloody shit. im flabbergasted due to this

matter. nevermind, karma exist uhkayy? heh.

do whatever you like. but believe me, you'll be

in my shoes one fine day. maybe tomorrow or

the day after that but the day would evntually

come. so, have fun uhkayy? best of lucks.

 

mood: devastated, flabbergasted and nervous.

nervous cause i'll be getting bck my results tmrw.

one day i had you all to myself.

the next thing i knew you were

someone else's and i didn't even

had you even a single bit nomore.

maybe i was alittle bit too late.

and how i wished i didn't give a shit

about this crap love story. i wished

i took you as my boy toy like how you

used to regard me as. im not really

suprised cause i longed knew that you

were the time of guy who wouldn't care less

about what i feel. hahahh. you're not even

worth my bloody time, dickhead.

 

1800-SEND-ME-SOME-BULLETS.

so i could shoot that motherfcuker dead.

thank you very much. anw, lastlong with

your beloved girlfriend uhhkay? hahah xD

muahahahahaha! pinochio.

i told her tt i liked her mannequine.

she's effingggg tall.

hunch back and notre dame.

i still dont get what this it.

world's longest tongue.

"awwwwh so cute" picture from my post.

SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM.

your still beautiful, no matter what they say.

ignore that bloooooooooody fat guy.

cinderella.

abg din says this is makcik keropok. LOL.

rock on TIN(not thin) MAAAAAAN! \m/

so old yet still wanna play with stuff toys.

awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

was on the phone with my babyloveeee.

HAHAAHAHAH! banyak peyh babyloveee.

i got nothing else to post, tts whyy xD

lemme elaborate what happened today.

had a last minute plan to go to th gym

with fadle & fabian. went to gym, exercise

exercise than after tt we went to chill at mac

northpoint after tt we headed to white court.

fadle went home to get his deck. after tt fabian

and fadle played soccer while i skateboarded.

skate skate skate skate skate skate skate skate.

then fadle tompang me on the deck. i had to squat

on the deck siaaaaak. sooooooooooo scaryyyy.

muahahaha! after tt i went homeeee. nothing much

to brag abt today. muahahahahahahahhahahahha!

 

 

psssssst. ika, i need the night safari pictures laa dey.

pssssssssst. thanks fadle for hurting my ankle !

psssssssssssstt. iheartryanshecklerveryveryveryveryverymuchiee.

I DONNOE LAA DARLINGGG~

hahaahaha! inside joke.

had a huge fight with fabian amos gilbert.

we fought at vivo till i walked off from him.

i took the 855 bus back to yishun while fabian

took the mrt. see how huge the fight was. i

reached home and chatted with him thru' msen.

and then we fought again till my blood pressure

was up to its brim. damn, i was angry. until i told him

that i dont wanna have any friendship with him anymore

and to me he never existed and i expect him to treat me the

same way. you can see how damn pissed i was when i typed tt.

and at the end of the day, i chatted back with fabian. this is what

i wrote. read below.

 

fahtinsheckler. says:
im sorry.

((ZONE D)) [ƒ]α[в]ι[α]η★ [α]м[σ]ѕ  says:
i am sorry too!
for losing my anger and balming everything on u

fahtinsheckler. says:
omg, i wanna cry.
BOO HOOO.

((ZONE D)) [ƒ]α[в]ι[α]η★ [α]м[σ]ѕ  says:
lol

fahtinsheckler. says:
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU.
lol, that sounded like a hoe.

((ZONE D)) [ƒ]α[в]ι[α]η★ [α]м[σ]ѕ  says:
NEITHER CAN I
lol

fahtinsheckler. says:
BESTFRIENDS?

((ZONE D)) [ƒ]α[в]ι[α]η★ [α]м[σ]ѕ  says:
BESTFREINDS

 

see how easy we are! MUAHAHAHAH. ily bestfriend!

only god knows what im going thru right now.

btol kan min? hehh.

i know you people have been waiting to see my latest boyfriend.

so here you go, a nice piture of him. my one and only boyfriend.

he ask my hand in marriage last night. so we're no longer dating,

we're getting married. HAHAHAH! imaginations gone wild.

I <33 RYAN SHECKLER.

yesterday was so mega AWESOME!

went to night safari with ika, abg din, kak siti,

ina and ijan. HUAHUAHUA! we went to the

holloween tramp ride. we queue up to buy the

ticket. it was soo effingggg longggg~

hhahahha. while they were queueing up,

me, ika & ina went to take several pictures with

the ghosts crews. god knows they are fcuking scary.

i was not that scard luhh cause i was once in their

situation where i had to dress up as ghost during holloween.

hahahaha! it was effing tiring. anw bck from the top, we went to

take pictures and all. when the ticket was bought. we had to queue

up for the train rides. it was even longerrrr~ tsktsktskk. we got no choice

and to queue. ahbey when we were up next we sat right at the back. i mean

the last row of the entire train cause kak siti needs to put ijan's pram there.

anw, we saw animals and all kinds of other boring stuff. and thennnnn,

we came to neverland! hahaha xD that was what the host said luhh. ahbey,

there were sooooooooooooooo many ghost from the right and from the left

scaring us. HAHA! and guess what, im sitting right at end of the effing row.

AHAHAHA! snow white was there with her apple and her face all screwed up!

hahaha! she was holding my shoulder and catching with the train right. i shouted

at her, " WHY YOU TOUCH ME? " muahahaha. idk why. ahbey she stared at me.

kirekan seram uhq gtu? NOT. hahaha! daa luhh kak siti pregnant. masya'allahh!

hahaha xD then then when we tought it all ended, 2 orang dayak came from the back.

they were so effing black till we cant even see them in the dark! the next thing i know,

he was beside me. HAHA! what the helll. after the train ride, we went to have idk

what walk. ahahaha. there were ghost trying to scare us. MUAHAHAHA! i kept on

disturbing them siakk. hahaah xD once there was a mummy trying to scare me and ika

ahbey i shouted at him "DUDE, TAKE A CHILL PILL MAN!" hahaaah xD ahbey we kept

on walking. i saw a man trying to hide in the bushes and i stopped and shouted,

"I CAN SEE YOUUU. I CAN SEE YOUUUU." ahahahah xD then then there was a bucher

carying a head. ahbey i said to him, "awwwwhhh, so cute and chubby." hahaha xD

wth siak fahtin. thenthen, we went homeeeee. do you know that all the beverages there

cost $4. tsktsktskk. i shall upload the pictures when i receive them from ika's digital camera.

anw, hylman says hello.

 

pssssstt. ika got chased by a clown last night.

psssssssssstt. i <33 ryan sheckler.

*HAHAHAH! so not fahtin xD*

 

this was what happened. after school went home

changed clothes met ika and amira went to vivo.

took the 3.30pm show of HaeUnDae : The Disaster Tsunami.

not that bad luhh that show. after that we went to walk walk.

sat down for awhile. then went to toys 'R us and tts where

the wigs and stupid stuff pictures were taken. after tt we went

to eat then we walk walk again and then we went home.

reached home around 11.39pm. muahahha xD

overall my day was fun, pissed and coooooooool.

 

psssst.. ika stepped on vomit. MUAHAHAHA !

uhmm. lemme post abt yesterday first? alrighty.

yesterday went to fabian's house with shalini.

went there, watch 2 movies. played hide&seek

*mentang mentang rumah empat tingkat xD*

then we ate and i did my art prep workk. muahhaha!

there was one part when i locked fabian out of his own

house. muahahahah! thats what you get for not playing

hide&seek with me, stupid gigolo. muhahahaha xD

*skip skip. ALOT OF SKIPPING*

after tt i went home . muahahah xD i skipped alot.

fabian acts as if he has big muscles.

i picked this out cos i wanna concentrate on fabian's face.

this was a candid for shalini.

i look weird.

go macdonalds! \M/

fabian's gonna hate me for posting this pic xD

 

there's lots more but im alittle hungry now. shall post

the rest when im free. anw, this was yesterday in the library.

hmmm. today eyh?

was maths and bio paper.

aaahhahahaa. did the easy ones.

the rest BLANK. some was easy but

i still left blank cause i was too lazy.

MUAHAHAHAHAH! retain? entahh luhh.

after tt went home change clothes then went

to fabian's house accompany him change clothes.

his house skit peyh mendalammm~

sembawang park maaaaahh. i had to help him

iron his shirt. mens cant live alone luhh without a lady.

anw, after i ironed his shirt. he made for me a drink.

i then hide and stand behind fabian quietly. he turned around

and i shouted "FREEZE!" ahbey member terkejut saaaaak!

his face was damn hillarious and he shouted like a girl.

MUAHHAHAHAHAHA! ahbey i drank the water and i spat it out

on the floor. MUAHAHAHAHA. sooo effing suhweeeet laa xiakk!

hahahahaha. fabian is very hopeless. hahaha. ahbey we left the

house and went to yishun library. study for awhile then i webcammmm.

after tt we camwhored using my laptop's webcam. will upload it later.

so i guess tt was all uhqq. BYE.